dammit to hell

last years time at the possabilities tri, 1:01 and change

this years time at the possabilities tri, 1:02 nad change

DAMMIT!

how is that possible. I was on a way better bike this year, i didnt cramp up when i hit the pool. I was way faster in t1 and t2, didnt screw around like last year. One minute slower. I train constantly to get a freaking minute slower.

how is that effing possible???

Its like i dont exist on a bicycle. Im way faster than any of the rec riders, and im way slower than anybody who races.... Dude, what am i doing?? I have to re-think everything.