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i am NOT in racing shape. I got spit out the back like 9 times today. I just didnt have it. I didnt feel good leaving the coffee shop, i didnt feel good leaving the bike shop, i didnt feel good on victoria, i didnt feel good on the way back. I just plain dont feel good. To top it off i have a bunch of hair to do today, the afterward, i think im gonna go get some greens and go to freaking sleep. Im not ready to race in 2 weeks. Im not sure i will be ready in 2 months. Im not sure if i will be ok by cyclocross season based on how i felt today. Maybe i need like, dope or somthing.